16th May 2013
Thursday // 10pm // 6 days ago
Baby steps toward success
So now that I look back on it, I found a job pretty fast. While I was searching and scheduling interview after interview, I started losing hope and feeling kind of down. I guess everyone feels that way at some point. I had so much confidence in myself that I couldn’t understand why employers didn’t want me as an employee. Whether or not I love the job/tasks I am assigned, I do them quickly and accurately. I tried to be as honest as possible during these stupid interviews too and that just made it worse (I think). I’ve gotten pretty good at bullshitting so getting through interviews was pretty easy. I just beat myself up a whole lot when I left the room. Although I got a job, my confidence is still kind of beaten and bruised.
What I got from my first experience of job hunting: I’m fucking awesome. Someday I will be the boss that is hiring/firing. I just need to get through the ”being someone’s bitch” phase. :D